Journal Entry:
Mon May 7, 2012, 11:28 AM
It's been four days since I was being let go of my first job, which is Walmart of course. Due to my attendance, it was all because I was in college the whole entire time. Sometimes when I get sick often, and every time when my mom needs her fixed for me to get ready to picked up. But my mom really knows that I have been there since, but sometimes miss a day when I have to call off from work. So there I get so many meetings about the days that I have missed which it has been way back in January, the time when I have to start spring semester. I show them my schedule from college that I have to change my availability. It supposed to take them one week to get it changed, but it has been waited for three weeks. I may not know a lot, but there are some three days in March that I never called off.
For proving my rights behind my attendance was going, my mom going to see a record of pay stubs to prove that I was there all the time, even on Sundays where I get paid an extra dollar an hour when I start to have I $.40 cent raise. But I wish that I kept the schedule to show the record of my attendance. One thing I don't understand when they knew that I was in college, they would recover call outs since January when they never did change the availability one week before? The other part is why when I was late, I could be count as absent. And nevertheless, putting associates job on the line for having so many sick days. But what would happen if injury or sickness becomes really severe? It's like if they want us to keep there until the system keeps pushing forward. Thereof, having us keep on working and forgetting.
I don't know what's the purpose of me having being working at Walmart in first place, knowing that education does count of making the ends meet to start a real fresh start career. But my status shows that I was going to be re-hired in the 60 days. But I don't know whether should I go work there again to be mistreated or not. But I know that enough is enough, it's time for me to get in to the real world. All that I ever wanted was a Associates Degree of Applied Science and a $35k scholarship from college, that's all. But instead I got held back from my job (now my old one) by not doing for whenever I wanted to do, like if this happens to be my only career that I should be working in. No, this is not the career I don't want to be working in.
I know my mom was not very happy about me getting fired because I was in college all the time, but she knew it wasn't my fault, and never take a blame for this cause. Starting by next week or so, my mom has to file me for being unemployed. It was a start for me to get my last paycheck soon enough. It come to my surprise how my job coach never came to my meetings to sort things out for me. I could've never been to Vocational Rehabilitation Service, then I would find a perfect job for what's best for me to begin with. I see now why I can't have any of those two for being involved with a meeting with me, since now that I am 20 years old, they can't have them join along, showing that I have to do this on my own. But for this to show, they must have them here, because I was diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder when I was in the first grade. I may have a problem with speaking under pressure, but I am speaking out just to clear inside my mind.
So no longer for me to show them my summer semester. Now I'm moving on to stick to college finish everything I got to graduate soon. Yes, I'm still bring back these long-waited updates. My new financial aid will be coming on start of buying more textbooks for my summer classes. I believe that's all everything I could talk about, and I'm just hoping to dream about a fresh new opportunity start. But I don't know if I could. But pray for me I'm sticking to a new start somehow. For those who read this, thanks and your welcome =1=.
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Mood:
It's Hot -
Listening to: B5 - "In My Bedroom
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Reading: Xbox Live Magazine
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Watching: Fringe
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Playing: Call of Duty Modern Warfare 3
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Eating: Chocolate Sundae
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Drinking: Starbucks Vanila Double Shot Energy